Saturday, December 11, 2010

My Nagymama

Today my Nagymama past away. I have no pictures of my Grandma, she always said save the film for the beautiful people, like the kids, not an old ugly woman like myself. We would try to take her picture, usually ended up with hand in front of face shots.

My Nagymama would wait at the top of 13 flights of stairs. She would peer down the shaft, looking over the rod iron railing, smiling as we climbed luggage in tow. The familiar smell of the 100 year old building would remind me of her long before I reached the top to hug her and smell her clothes. A smell of cooked food, and hair spray from the salon she got her done at right before. She would be covered in tears by the time we got to her. Happy tears of joy as my mother, her daughter, would reunite for their once a year visit.

It was the same scene each and every year I can remember. Staring out, my mom carried me the 13 flights. Her a beautiful 21 year old mom visiting her mommy since moving away to Canada to start a life of her own. But she never really fit in to Canada, and was riddled with home sickness. She worked and saved every penny to have longer and longer visits with her mom.

As the years turned over, my mom became the mother of teenagers, and I would race her up those stairs and would kiss my Nagymama's cheek before she got there and make my way in to the comfort of our Hungarian home. Now, nearly 40, and I carry my kids up the same stairs to visit my Nagymama

Nagymama has seen me at our worst, best and finally my very best as a mother of two. She took care of us, and slowly over the years we took care of each other and then finally we took care of her.

She lost her husband very young, and recently her only son.
There's been many adventures up and down those stairs. Fights with lovers, rain drenched outings with groceries in tow, and even robbers coming in at night. And every time the door opened, my grandmother would meet me with the same smile, the same tears in her eyes, and even the same purple coloured apron that I got to know.
I knew her smell, I knew her face, and loved her for exactly who she was. My mothers world. My mother's best friend. The same relationship I hope to have with my daughter.

Friday, November 12, 2010

MMS experience


I started taking one drop in the morning, increased to two by night, then three the next morning and so on until day 10. I had finally reached the max dose of 15 drops, and then my body reached it's tolerance level. I had a headache that did not go away, nausea and the runs for 24 hours. I stopped taking MMS at this point. I went online to try to understand what happened. I slowly increased, double and triple checked my components...Huh!
What I learned was that was all my body could manage to process until I got the reverse effect. I haven't been able to do the maintenance dose, as even thinking about after 10 days, still gives me a nausea reflex action.
The day after, maybe two I came out of it thinking whatever. But then I realized as I spun my daughter around in circles, lifting her the day through, that I had in fact no arthritis pain! It didn't really dawn on me until the sickness left completely, and I had a moment to reflect. I too account, yes my back was aching from my previous injury, but the throbbing ache, gone. Joint pain, hmmm no nothing, and my neck, stiff from over working out, but no rheumatoid or degenerative continual pains.
SO of course I am still waiting for an on set, thinking, maybe it's working as a placebo, but here 10 days since taking it, I am grave pain free. If by chance it does come back, I will take MMS again for 10 days, and not reach full dose. Just in case!

At this time I am enjoying life with great force and vengeance, taking each giant stride to the next task, ad ticking everything off my list while I can!

Eva

Monday, October 18, 2010

A New Cure?


MMS is the name of the cure, discovered by Jim Humble on a mining contract in South America when members of his crew got sick with malaria, and help was a 2 day journey away. His theory went into play and he used "stabilizing oxygen" a liquid solution of sodium chlorite in a very small quantity, and after a few hours cured his staff. Since then he has put his experimental treatment to the test, and found that it works with the acid levels of your stomach. Now he had devised a formula to perfect the potency of the mixture. His goal was to have this cure readily available to anyone in the world at a small cost for curing disease, by purifying the water in your body. If this went a medical discovery route it would be very expensive.

I truly believe that natural products need to be addressed when it comes to cures. The only way they get government approval if the big corporations can make huge amounts of profits on them. Or else they get vetoed by the medical industry. They are not in the business of finding cures but making money on drugs you take.

I have been taking it for 2 days now. I am wondering if the placebo is taking effect or if it is actually working. Cross your fingers that I don't die in a crazy comma, my body having it's own effects on medicine and potency, and I just end up clean as a whistle!

The way it works is exactly the same way you clean your pool. If you eliminate harmful bacteria and viruses from the water it is safe to swim. In the body the theory applies to the water content of your body, if I understand correctly, eventually I won't have any disease. Arthritis is the main thing I want rid of. But minor brain defects if they are viral also may be cured ;)

So cross your fingers and wish me luck the adventure begins!

Monday, July 12, 2010




If you found yourself on a deserted Island, who would you choose to keep you company? It's an old question we like to contemplate. Do you choose your lovely spouse whom you already work so well with, and know like the back of your hand, or do you choose someone famous and knowledgeable to learn from? Who could sustain your interest on those long days on the Island with nothing to do?
Some choose Jesus, but you would have to learn his language, would take up years just to get that down, not to mention getting used to his powers of dinner just appearing, and walking on water, might take some of the fun out of learning to survive on that floating mound. And even if you spent years listening and learning, who would listen and learn from you. Jesus couldn't possible learn a thing from me, and having an equal relationship with someone may be more interesting.

But I already know my husband...hmmm

So what about an interesting person you don't know well, but someone so totally different that you may learn from one another. Someone good looking, of course we all have our needs, and maybe someone that could challenge you to try to get off the Island.

Einstein may be a good choice. Picking each others mind, I can catch him up to date on all the invention he doesn't know about. My goodness, imagine teaching him about the common things we take for granted, but then there's always the question about those cold night under the stars....cuddling up to Albert might not be the most favourable option.

Elvis would be fun for a while, but the one genre of music may get to me after a week, and even though the nights might be fun, he doesn't seem the type to hold my attention.

Leonardo Decaprio. Smart and hot, totally different from me, might be a good match. ;)

Just kidding I would pick Alfonz! He can chop the wood, I can forage for food, he still has loads to teach me, and I am never bored. It's the right combo of yin and yang. I just hope the Island is just big enough to get away from each other when we fight, so we can make up after! I guess even on the Island this rule applies.

Oh wait! after rereading this I decided I want them all! Now that would be an interesting Island to live on. Elvis could entertain, Leo and Alfonz would be buddies, and Albert and I can figure out how to get off the Island. I realize I changed the rules of the game, but I want it all! It is my Island and my fantasy after all!

Wednesday, July 7, 2010

Summer is finally here 2010


Wow what a day! Hot steam off pavement, whittling flowers in the sun, sweaty friends stopping by for a drink, and my favourite; tired kids resting in their rooms while I have a moment of peace.
Made roast duck for Tracy's 40th dinner and the weather turned hot so fast I almost threw the duck in the BBQ! Could you have imagined the disaster!

SInce my last entry we have been waiting for a change in the weather. Endless straight days of rain, grey clouds and gloom. I guess we can stop building the arch for now.
July 5th starts it off and we finally feel good summer heat.

I often wonder where life goes from here. The perfect neighbourhood, 2 wonderful lively children, a garden I love (thanks Alfonz and Adrian) and people around me I learn from continually. But did I miss something? Are we settling for an ideal to pacify ourselves from the world we live in. With all these crazy things happening around us, I often wonder if we are doing enough. Yes we recycle, and reuse, conserve, blah blah, blah but are those to keep us off the real track? Did we miss something so big we can not even imagine it?

For now I garden. Tomorrow we will see were the path takes us. Bigger life changing moments I am sure. :)

Friday, January 1, 2010

2009 Reflection



Happy New Year Everyone!
The Hamori family had a good year! Yesterday is history, tomorrow is mystery, today is a gift, that's why they call it the present.


We lost a family member, added a few friends, and tried hard to build on the relationships that already exist. Our family and close friends are so important. It's funny how perspective comes with change, and cherishing the people that can actually stand you for a length of time! I personally thank you.

This year was full of milestones! Daniel started Grade 1 in the fall with his awesome teacher Miss Hu. Daniel tried out soccer over at the White Rock recreation centre, learned to ski on our Christmas vacation in Leavenworth and continues his love of drawing.

Angelina is still in Buena Vista Montessori preschool for her second year with her new teacher Bree, and she's flourishing in her special environment, learning to read and write. Angelina is in her second year of Ballet at Essence School of Dance, with her teacher Talia. She worships her teachers both here and at school, and masters the art of mimicking. Her biggest interest is the mirror, spending hours combing her hair, putting on lip gloss and changing her clothes. She did not get this from me!

My newest and most engrossing pass time has been my involvement in Daniel's school. Through the PAC and the SMS non-profit which runs out of there. The Surrey Montessori Society has become a passion of mine, and I hope we get the new school set up beautifully in 2011.

Our Xango business has been something we slowly move towards. I love the product the rest is just gravy! Continuing our quest for health, with our new sunlight sauna, life style choices including organic foods, and loads of outdoor activities, I wish 2010 is full of health and mental well being for our little family.

Alfonz continues his new hobby mountain biking and his old one motor cross, as well as swimming and workouts at the rec centre, my husband has transformed himself in a very short period of time. Hot bugger! He also has become quite a cook over the past year, creating beautiful healthy meals for us! Good job man!


On behalf of our little family Happy New Year!

That's Hamori